I AM HURTTTTTTT

Bugger off. and no I am not hurt,well maybe I am but I am not really bothered about being hurt OR getting hurt. It's just a part of me,inside me in fact IT IS me. I don't understand why people especially shitty vulnerable people always seems to think that people want to hurt them,well beside they're being vulnerable of course but the fact that these people always think that people want to hurt them really annoy me to the ultimate level. People like this, they make assumption about people that might seem to be a threat to them and then they conclude that those people is trying to hurt them. I don't know if I am making sense or not. Lets take an example of what happened to me recently. I had just "broke up" with a friend of mine because she THOUGHT that I lied to her and screwed her assignment while the lecturer's the one that actually lost her assignment. Well, it's a long story. What good would it be if i keep her assignment and lie? I really don't know. Yeah so she stopped talking to me,ignoring me and successfully made me feel like a trash. I didn't even know what is going on at that moment until I found out from one of our mutual friend. and so in return, she decided to retaliate and screwed my whole assignment for the whole semester. My point here is, she always assume the worse out of people, and always assume/though that people want to hurt her,people ENJOY to hurt her. From then on, I understood something about people like her. She'd been telling me about how her friends hurt her,taken her for granted and sort. Complained about her friends, and I was fooled by it. It was her that hurt herself. I don't know why people are so obsessed with being hurt and sabotaging themselves. Even if you were hurt, so what? You can't undo shit. It happened and just chill seriously. I'm hurt, you're hurt and newsflash for you,everyone is. Yet, some of us don't assume the worse in people just because you're fucking screwed up. Goodness.